I would love to have a life without pain but for the past 6 yrs I do not remember what living without pain feels like. I started having severe pain in my upper left back, it turned out to be Thorasic Outlet Syndrom and let me tell you it F*ing hurts all the damned time. I was taking 500 mgs of Morphine a day
and I still hurt. I have been switched to Oxycontin about 250 mgs a day, along with several other drugs. I sufer from depression because of the neverending pain….but one shrink gave me a script for something unusual, a puppy. For 5 yrs now she has ben my constant compainion, my best friend, and my main reason that I don’t do something STUPID.
I am sorry that you hurt so bad that you feel like you are swimming in it but having a friend makes it easier…...trust me!