Yeah… this is way too hard.
Sometimes I really want to be less shy… however when it gets down to the situation I can’t. It’s really annoying and frustrating.

I have no problem with public speaking.
& I don’t see why normal speaking would be an issue because I really care less about what people think.

Maybe that’s it. I Don’t Care. I think I’ve basically given up trying to talk in school. It’s too hard to change the routine type of deal. + I care less about the ppl in school.. Why would I bother talking w/ them.
The thing is- .. I want to prove that I can.

Hah.. I obviously can’t though. Ick… I don’t know what I’m going to do.