I’m back. It has been better for 6 months. But one cannot find motivation on one’s own for much longer… My boss never cares about what I do, exept for a few things she expects from me. I can stay in my office for weeks (or out of my office, as long as they don’t know about it) without doing anything, they just don’t care. And no, I’m not exagerating.

Of course, it’s convenient. Leaves me a lot of free time to do other stuff. But it can’t last forever.

Problem is, I don’t really know what I want to do next. Do I want to stay in Paris or leave ? Go on with the same kind of job or totally change ?

I was totally down yesterday, when Z. came and told me I could do a bilan de compétences for free, without my boss knowing it… I just didn’t know that. I just called, they’re sending me the form.

Wow. I’m breathing. At least I’m searching for a solution.