why will it be nothing short of a miracle?

Hmmm lets see, my basic biology is a bit rusty but basically the guy puts his what’s-it in the girl’s noo noo – you get where I’m going???

Basically no guy- therefore no sex – therefore no chance of baby.

This silly site only gives me limited options as to when I want to be a mom – so really I don’t think it will be happening by 2008 but so help me god I want it to.

Ever since I was little I placed so much importance on being a mother, I was completely in awe of my mom and how she managed to juggle raising all 4 of us with minimal help from my father who was a typical weekends and evenings type of dad, whereas mom was there from the moment I woke up to the moment I went to bed and sometimes even when I was alsleep x 4 – 4 unruly, naughty kids, who faught amongst each other and basically hated each other til our teens.

She used to tell me how much she prayed for each and every one of us. How she used to pray to god to give her children because she had so many problems conceiving early on, how other women treated her when she couldn’t get pregnant, how my grandmother always looked on her with suspicion because she was unable to give “her son” any children.

It wasn’t til I was a lot older that I realised that it took more than praying in order to make a baby – even so I still preferred my mom’s theory. Basically if you want something bad enough and your sincere in your intentions you’ll get it….

All around me I see people who never placed much importance on children – or more to the point having children – getting pregnanat- getting fat- giving birth- coo’ing and aaah’ing over their newborns- and basically becoming baby-bores from the moment they find out they are pregnant. Whilst I scoff in public, secretly I envy them and their ability to find a suitable spouse or mate to have babies with and then go on to get pregnant on more or less their first go.

Jealous – much?!