I want to be able to smile, laugh, feel warm and fuzzy inside in an empty room with no one else’s pulse present. I want to make myself happy. Be happy with who I am, what I do, what I think, what I feel. I just want to be able to have alone time and be completely content with it. Feel as though I’m not wasting my own time. Because, I can’t really escape myself, so I might as well be happy with myself and find a source of happiness deep within myself.