man, gotta get over what happens!! people do stupid things when they arent thinkin about who they are gonna hurt,why let it affect your life!!!!! i really dont know the answer to that, part of me is over the past and the other part is being a big baby and isnt sure whats going on!! sounds complicated! i have dreams, im following them and everything seems to be going as planned, so why still wondering??? just a question to throw out into the void. but having a blast in the mean time!!! thanx for listning there void!!