perpetualspiral is a work in progress

get out of my own way (read all 4 entries…)
backfire 2 years ago

the more I think about doing the positive things that I want to do – eat right, do yoga, meditate etc. the more I am doing the exact opposite. I’ve struggled with this my whole life. I know how great I feel when I do the right things, but it’s like I have a most stubborn side that just says no for the sake of saying no. At that side is winning at the moment. Well, I’m doing well today so far, so that’s good. One day at a time.

May 24, 2007, 09:43AM PDT


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Breathe

I understand

I completely relate! You took the words right out of my mouth. I also have the hardest time doing the things that I know will bring me alive. I’m like the walking dead here. It’s like I have a rebelious kid inside me holding her breath and turning blue to spite me. I’m creating a daily routine that I hope I will be able to implement. I think it might work because I’m at the end of my rope here. I think it’s a realistic routine and I’m creating a visual tracking folder with illustrations that I can move from one side TO DO to the other DONE throughout the day.

May 24, 2007, 09:55AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

perpetualspiral is a work in progress

Cool

Glad to know I’m not alone in this! What’s a visual tracking folder? It sounds really cool. I’d love to see it, is it online or an offline thing? I use my Palm software to create my task list and check things off as I go, which is nice, but so rarely do I get things done by the “due dates” I create… :)

May 24, 2007, 12:57PM PDT | Respond to this


 

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