A Girl Gone Mad

stop loving him so much (read all 2 entries…)
It's not worth it. 2 years ago

After four years, I know that if this is going to happen, it’s going to happen in its own time. I can’t push it, or force it, or at this point even think about it.

I love him, it’s as simple as that. Hopefully, it’s just for a time… if it’s not, I’ll deal with that as it comes.

May 24, 2007, 10:40PM PDT | 2 cheers


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lovingmex43 is learning to have fun

strange how that happens

you now it will be over but not right now and you want it to be over soon but not right now and you know it will happen eventually but not right now.

Good luck on the separation. However long it takes.

May 24, 2007, 10:42PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

A Girl Gone Mad

Thank you

It’s not that I’ve given up the goal… I’d love for it to happen. At the same time, I’d hate for it to happen, because I still believe in all that fairy tale meant to be bullshit.

I just want this off of my to-do list, so it’s not staring me in the face.

And they broke up, and I hate myself for forgiving him for breaking my heart. And I hate myself for still loving him, but I know it’s human nature, and right now I just have… to let myself be human, and not hide from it… let it run its course and fade away. I think that’s probably the only real thing I can do to start letting go.

May 24, 2007, 10:47PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

lovingmex43 is learning to have fun

letting go is a great first step

but don’t give up on the fairy tale romance. it truly does happen, and as long as you remain flexible and giving and the other persn does as well, you can make it a lifelong affair. You have to beleive that there is not other alterative than to work things out.

Good luck, I hope you find true everlasting love. I messed up my chance a long time ago and now I can only hope for love again.

May 25, 2007, 09:14AM PDT | Respond to this


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