so, there is this person.

and i’m not sure what my problem is, but i can’t stop instant message-ing her. yeah, we’ve been together before, like a year on and off up until january. this person, either enters my life, or i i.m. her. in person, i can’t stand her, and i rarely use my phone to call anyone. so, what’s my problem?? can someone be addicted to someone/something, that’s not there? i’ve tried different people, drugs, being an asshole, blocking this person, changing where i go, and what i do. still, i keep going back to her. and she’s totally with some other dude, who she said was immature and all this crap. and a few of my friends thinks she’s hot shit. i don’t understand why i can’t let go. it’s like a drug.