frustrating!!! there are barely any nice guys in the world and shes Miss Perfect . i just want to scream

why do all the great guys fall for the “perfect everything” girls??? i dont even think she liiikes him, that makes it even worse!!

ive been through shit and i guess im just not as caring as i shold be. hes been through shit too and he seems to make it throug and probably better than ever! why cant that happen to me then id be the nice girl and id want to do all these nice things for people i guess and then maybe hed notice me?

im actually crying now im so messed up =( today just sux