i took my first beach trip of the season yesterday with two of my closest girls. we were sitting on the tightly packed beach (MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND. but it wasn’t too bad) and i happened to look up at the right time because right there in front of me was my cute sister in her black bikini with her farmer’s tanned boyfriend, matt. they were visiting from newark and coincidentally spread her blanket about 10 feet from ours. i hadn’t seen her since easter and it was amazing to be able to actually see her again. she’s my idol. i want to be just like her: gorgeous, successful, and most of all, happy. i love her and i can’t wait to spend more time with her! she got all giddy when i mentioned my visiting soon! i can’t explain it. she’s my big sis!