rabaul Had too much again last night as every other night. Sick of it.
I made the appointment last Thursday for the following Monday the 4th of June. Had a horrid weekend of drinking.. Sunday night was the normal dinner with the folks and knowing I had the Big appointment for Monday, I bought a bottle of Melot to dinner. When I got home that night I kind of got into it a bit.
Then I proceeded to poor every drop down the sink.
Monday comes and I have the Laser Therapy for drinking, starting at 8.45am. (It is a company in my city that is also famous for stopping people from smoking.)
I was nervous and embarrassed!!
I won’t go on about what goes on during the actual therapy, but I walked away feeling like some heavy weight had been lifted off my shoulders. And then that night…. not one drink, nor the desire.. first time in nearly 10 years of binging. I sat up late with my two kids and watched ‘Daddy Daycare’ and ate Mandarines and Paw Paw and drank icey cold water..
My kids told me they loved me. I slept well.
