Couldn’t think of a title for this because there really is no way to explain what happened.There was a guy and he was AMAZING!!! He used to write me notes everyday that said that he loved me. and i guess that i’m too scared to get close to someone because everytime me and him were together and i felt something, i can’t explain the feeling, but the feelin was there, i would always pickout something that was wrong with him and go from there. Some of my friends say that i have a reason that i do that but …. i don’t think that i do. nothing has ever happened to me to make me like this, i just do it. i can’t help it. I’ve tried to stop, and that has left me without anyone. I REALLY want to fall in love, but i don’t know if it will ever happen to me.