this is possibly a really good goal to work towards, ..or a really stupid one.

I DO think to much about everything. about anyting. i imagine crazy siuations and places. and people i’ve yet to meet. and i can waste an entire day just sitting on a chair dreaming. I DO waste entire days just sitting on chairs dreaming. argh, and don’t give me a pad and a pen coz then i will just doodle and waffle and write random shit on anything and everything and nothing. and i just realised that is exactly what. i. am. doing. now. DAnm iTT. shit. maybe i just have a problem with focus.