While driving home this afternoon, i felt this funny feeling in my chest. I thought about it for while…wondering if it was heartburn (no…i didn’t eat anything this morning), Heartache (possibly; I saw her this morning…we didn’t make eye contact, but sometimes her presence makes my heartache…i have to constantly tell myself that nothing will become of it), and i thought was it was sadness (I was fired last week. It was devastating because i loved that job)

It wasn’t any of these things…

I’m feeling joy.

Yes, i know it’s silly. I don’t have a job…every time i fall for someone i can’t have them…my parents are shunning me…the list goes on and on…but for some reason, i winded down my wonder and screamed with joy and happiness.

I hope I’m not going insane. O.o