Thinknig about it for a little while, forty minutes, not that long at all… Here I am, sitting here, depressed out of my mind, I know it’s all my own doing at that. I. Hurt. Her. After all of this, something that wasn’t even purposeful, but there all the same. I think she’s gone forever at this point. But that’s no reason to lock myself up. Just because I hurt myself… And I did by hurting her, doesn’t mean I should or need to lock myself up tighter then anything else. I gave her my heart and she still has it and knows it. She knows how much it hurts me to see her like this. But, I don’t think it matters right now. But.. .I can’t lock myself up. I Just Can’t. So I won’t. I’ll still be here. Keep building the blocks that I have been ever since I joined this site.. Keep working towards it, even if this goal isn’t something I can accomplish anymore, and I think I can say now it’s something I can’t do. But. I will be there for her, whenever she needs me, or wants to talk or anything. I don’t want to let this end on a sour note, not after all the sour notes I’ve made. All the mistakes and screw-ups have to stop somewhere; and here we are.