i went to sleep at around 2 & woke up at 5.30am. i took a walk in my town. it’s beautiful that early when there’s nobody around. i get a strange sort of pleasure from crossing the road at a random point instead of at a crossing. as if it belongs to me. all of it. somehow.
i like watching the postman cycling by & wonder what he’s thinking. & the market stalls setting up. the gentle hum of the town getting warmed up for the day. it’s beautiful. it feels me with hope & makes me beautiful.
i enjoyed the spontaneity of the structure of my day. i got back in from my walk at around 6am & pottered around for two hours.
really appreciated that at 8am i could just stroll over to sainsburys & buy some crumpets & bananas & have them deliciously with maple syrup.
deeply appreciated my three hour nap after breakfast. deeply appreciate this day.