They keep showing up where I would least expect them, perhaps it’s why they scare me so much. This time I went to find internet connection… So I found a free table with internet wires (apparently not wireless) and connected it. I opened my screen just a few minutes ago, and the first thing that pops up is a SPIDER crawing from around the side and onto my keyboard.
Where the hell did it come from…?! I just GOT here.
Anyway, of course this occurred near other people. My reaction is to jump out of the way and scream. I’ve been doing this since I was 10 years old and it’s not changing. I can see myself being a 90-year old woman jumping out of her rocking chair (with the smelly cats on my lap) because a spider just made its’ special appearance.
And that will be the death of me. Little bastards!
They say confronting your fear is the way to beat it… I can’t see myself ever doing this. Isn’t there a way to immediately banish all spiders within 100 feet of me at all times? Can’t I get a power like this?
