intothebreach Did not fall off the face of the earth, but came close

Stop thinking of killing myself. (read all 7 entries…)
Calmness 2 years ago

Hi, there was an creepy calmness in the air today. I could not put my finger on what it was about today, but something strange was going on. “Something is roten in the state of Denmark”. This is making me worry, something bad might happen. I don’t know if I will be strong enough this time. But I plan to meet what ever is coming head on instead of run this time. It will have to kill me, before I kill myself, what ever it is.



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ScorpioNerve is bound for the ocean this summer! and hoping her son will be OK

I think a creepy calmness is

more than enough of a reason to smile ear to ear at being alive one more day, just like your last comment to me, which was so true!

A good writer experiences good and bad and captures those feelings on paper (or bytes) – Please, just don’t feel like you have to capture it in your heart forever. Remember that writing is like acting – you portray a character to an audience- you don’t have to actually be the character.

That having been said, those thoughts are real for you, so don’t hesitate to call out for help if you need it. If you are really worried, you could put the help line number on your phones so when the thoughts hit again you don’t have to hunt for it.

Kevin almost has his to-do list tackled!?

Open invite

I know the feeling you’re talking about.

Depression is terrifying because it makes us feel separate from everyone who cares about us and it makes us feel dirty and crappy.

So here’s the invite, come up to Tulsa OK, do some university secret tunnel exploration, play some smash brothers, and I’ll get the girls to make spaghetti.

I guess what I mean is that friends are others who need closeness and acceptance like we do, and they love to give it back, and if you’re ever in Tulsa, you’ve got a friend here.

Peace


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