CheatingSheila is wading through the muck

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I am deciding today to get a backbone. 2 years ago

Declaration of getting a backbone:

I will no longer let men over power me
I will no longer be submissive
I am going to confront this problem head-on and I am not going to back down
I am going to value relationships more, realizing that everyone comes into our life for a reason
I am going to strive to have more male friends
I am going to take more pride in who I am, I am beautiful on the inside & out and I have more to offer than sex
I am going to find another outlet when I am bored or lonely
I am going to find another outlet for my sexual urges
I am going to stop looking for the fast fix
I am going to stop watching porn!
I am going to stop having phone sex.
I will respect and honor the beauty of love & devotion
I am not going to have any regrets



Comments:

charmatsc is revaluating my goals!

Don't be too hard on yourself!

My issue is forgiving myself for excepting sex when I wanted love.
I do love sex but more than anything I want love.

Like in AA, one has to admit they are powerless. I am ‘striving’ now, not to give my power away, until I get the love I so dearly need, and am entirely deserving and worthy of!

Also not to be the victim of one particular player, who is trying to say he loves me yet sharing our bed w/another.
He is oxygen to me and he knows it.
I must find other sources of air for now, or die!

CheatingSheila is wading through the muck

Thanks for your encouraging words.

You make very valid points; I am going to think deeply about this. Good luck with your battles. It sounds like you are on the road to recovery! I will hope deeply for you that you are able to let him go.

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