awholenewme

stop smoking weed (read all 10 entries…)
=(! 2 years ago

made it to 23 days… then got dumped..now its been 4 days! Well this whole situation SUCKS but I can tell u something… altho I did smoke, I only did it once and as SOON as I did… i HATED it!!!! It made me feel SOOOOO SLOWWW!!! Unproductive… just like a bum on a log.. not doing anything and having no intention of WANTING to do anything! And for this reason I can tell you… i do NOT wanna smoke! I now OFFICIALLY have no yearning of wanting to get stoned.. at ALL! I did it cause I was sad, and depressed… thats the only things that helps me forget and not think of things… but I was supposed to be getting over that! I do not know how to express this but its ok.. everything happens for a reason and now… me & george r back together and i do NOT wanna smoke!

I’ll be back to let you know how its going…

I HATE STARTING OVER! I WAS SOOOO PROUD!

Jul 06, 2007, 06:10AM PDT | 1 cheer


Comments:

MaNnYdOtCoM

ur really helping me

Well, i live in miami, florida and I smoke too much. Since i dont have to buy weed, i always have and i smoke about 5 to 8 blunts a day.. I’m a property investor, so i work 5 hours a week and thats it. It sound good but ever since i finished school i have been smoking so much more.. I just saw this sight and you are one of the ppl i saw that actually stopped, then slipped up, but then got back on board again..
I’ve been smoking since after high school and it has become a way of life with me, but all that is going to stop today.. yup on a danm friday (what a bad idea..lol) i should stop on monday but this way i know that i’m taking this seriously. i dont know what i’m writing to you, i guess is cuz your from my town or something, but i just thought if i can get this off my chest with anyone, it should be a complete stranger..lol
the truth is, i dont want anyone to know that I’m trying to quit, cause how about if i cant, better said, i dont.. then i would look like i have no self discipline at all. Sorry for all this, i just read your comment and thought you might understand.. oh, and you are a pretty girl, but my intentions are mainly to stop smoking, so you dont have to worry about all this being over something else..i dont want to make you feel uncomfortable..
but thanks for listening, I mean, reading..lol
Bye
Manny G.
hialeah, fl

Jul 06, 2007, 08:11AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

awholenewme

good luck!

so my problem is that i LOVE smoking! lol I could have quit for years but still i will NOT lie to u… it HELPS! U have a headache? Burn 1! Hang over? Sad? MADDD? ANYTHING!!! BURN 1!!! lol But u know what really helped me a LOT??? Knowing that I dont know how to face my problems without MJ! Thats horrible! And I still cant! My boyfriend broke up with me and what did I do?? Smoked! lol Ya know why??? Cause thats how I deal with things! THATS HORRIBLE! The worst part is how I felt when we spoke and everything was fine… then I was like DAMNN and I smoke over this??

Anyways… I’m always here for u to write to! Complete strangers, I know… lol… don’t say if u don’t/can’t quit… because u CAN.. the ? is do u WANT to?? Cause if u do… then u CAN! =) (p.s. its not very easy to make me feel uncomfortable) and thx!
Good luck! =)

Jul 09, 2007, 05:04AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

ambition290

question

yo let me ask u sumthin today is the last blunt ima smoke for 2 years because i got some goals i wanna reach. i broke up wit my girl cause she smokes too much and she has no intentions of quiting so it wont be easy having her around… well my question is how did u do it? i know its gonna be mad hard but if i dont complete this goal i have for my life ima let thousands of people down. do u have any advice? how does it feel to be not high? is it fun? my bad but i been smoking for like 4 years. but yea hit me up cause this is really important lol thanks yo take care

Mar 22, 2008, 10:20AM PDT | Respond to this

lily1976

Hey
I have just found this website, you are an inspiration. How are you going now? I want to give up ( haven’t yet ) but want to deal with it once and for all. When I was reading your comments I started to cry I really hate myself being this way.
Im 32 now I was in a 8 year relationship,he left me I started smoking like crazy, that was 7 years ago though,Im over it but here I am still a discusting POTHEAD !
Cold Turkey is the only way to go, to be honest Im a little scared I have to do this on my own.
I would love to talk to you about this one day.AND let me say you should be so very proud of yourself,you have certainly inspired me.
Lily xo

Mar 24, 2008, 09:32PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

awholenewme

I'm so sorry!

I havent been on here in YEARS! Thank you so much for your feedback! =) Gosh its been close to 2 years now for me! INSANE!!!! lol… Hunny you can do it! Its hard for a LITTLE bit… heres my advice! Don’t smoke for like… (and i know its gonna be hard) 3 weeks lets say, then SMOKE! YOU WILL HATE IT!

I am almost positive that in over a year, you have definitely overcome this situation but if not… do not hesitate to write me back! I am back! =)

Jun 01, 02:42PM PDT | Respond to this

DrRobert

hey...

so where have you been all this time? is been like a month, are you still clean? I’m new to this, but i read all of yours 10 entries and i don’t now if you even care, but it was very helpfull to me! i agree with you 100 percent. alright then girl u stay strong. I’m not smoking today!!! see was up tomorrow, one day at the time. laters

Aug 08, 2007, 06:34PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

awholenewme

So sorry!!!!

I am so sorry but I have not been on here in SO long! Life has its twists & turns! If you do come back on here just know… I AM CLEAN! Its been close to 2 years & I have NEVER been happier!!! I promise if you are still on here I am back & more than happy to write back to anyone! Once again, thank you!

Jun 01, 02:44PM PDT | Respond to this


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