it took me a really long time to be myself again and im not gonna lie its really hard but you need to reach inside and you and really get down to the problem. and there are going to be days when you just cant do it, but no matter what people say or what they think you have to accept that the only opinion that matters is your own and no one, NO ONE, can change that. no matter who they are, even if they are the person you love, your bestfriend, or some one who just means a lot to you. you can’t let them continue to bring you down because no matter how much they deny, that’s all they want.