So I was getting a shower tonight, after going to the gym and I was thinking wow I feel pretty good! I spent an amazing day with my boy (ex-boyfriend for lack of a better term), just chillin watching tv and laughing and stuff, we have fun together its just that things between us got so complicated. But as we were hanging out it hit me- this boy knows me so well, he can make me laugh when I’m crying uncontrollably, he can calm me down when I’m having a freak out crazy moment, and sometimes he does the sweetest things without even knowing it. I can not let this boy out of my life- I thought I could but I can’t, whether it be friend or boyfriend we need each other. I wanna try dating again, maybe…this is just a random thought but it’s in my head so I’m gonna put it down. I want today for the rest of my life, today has been the best day in a really long time!!!