Jack

gain more confidence
I have such low self-esteem... 2 years ago

I can’t stand the fact that I can’t stand myself. I can’t even go outside in public without feeling extremely uncomfortable. I don’t want to talk to people because I’m afraid they’ll judge me or make fun of me. I’m so anti-social and don’t have any friends because I don’t want anybody to see me… I’m afraid that if I do make friends that I’ll end up lying to them just so that they’ll like me. I just don’t know how to change this. =/ I was homeschooled for over 7 years and never really had a lot of contact with people after that. I’ve even been having anxiety attacks lately… I feel like a complete freak. Ugh!!!

Jul 13, 2007, 06:59PM PDT | 3 cheers


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Sir Aaron is!

Take A Chance

Hmm. Does not sound good.

Confidence is a very important part of life. If you give people a chance you may find that they will like you for being yourself and not a false version of yourself.

Aug 05, 2007, 05:16AM PDT | Respond to this

anna0627

I understand you

I’m pretty much anti-social as well. I also don’t talk to people that much because i think they would also jugde me and make fun of me, yet I don’t want to be fake. well, just want you to know that you are not alone. Hope you are feeling better.

Aug 05, 2007, 11:26PM PDT | Respond to this

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Aug 05, 2007, 11:56PM PDT

ahsiek81

I am also going thru the same thing..Its a really hard thing to get over.If you ever need someone to talk to you can sent me a message on yahoo IM.User name ahsiek81…keep your head up :)

Mar 19, 2008, 06:12AM PDT | Respond to this


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