I have been smoking for the past 13 years. My father-in-law just died this weekend from cancer. Although I believe it wasn’t the cancer that killed him, I really think if the other pre-existing conditions weren’t there it would have. I don’t want my husband or my kids to go through that. I don’t want to miss out my kids growing up. I want to look at my husband 50 years from now and laugh and smile with him and remember when. I know it will be hard because I’ve tried before…but it’s time.