Though I have always known I was moody… my best friend shoving the fact in my face made me incredibly concious of it. I feel so guilty for my moodiness because I realize that the people around me suffer more for my moods than i do. Whenever something doesn’t go my way, no matter how small, I throw a fit like a child. Sometimes loud and obnoxious, and sometimes I give the silent treatment that pisses people off more. Either way is irrational. I get sad and upset easily, I get annoyed easily… so many things set me off in so many ways. It’s ridiculous. I am mainly focusing on anger. Because anger is what I lash out on people for. And it is usually for something insignificant. I made my mom cry before…for being so incredibly disrespectful. I will never forget that. That tears me apart. I am loosing my best friend over it… because hanging out with me is too complicated because I have so many mood swings, he feels he can never win with me. This is serious, and I really need to work on it. Remember what you learned in Costa Rica, Rae… Pura Vida.