So I have decided, after much thought that if I ruled the world the first thing I would do would be to tell people what i really feel, about them, in general, really just anything.

Most times I just feel too shy or scared to tell people what I’m really thinking. I avoid confrontation at all costs, it makes me nervous and I just don’t like it. Also, I cry alot. I know if I get into an argument with someone, I am likely to cry. That really won’t help me “win”. So I avoid it.

Honestly, this is really getting in the way of being as happy as I could probably be. Sometimes I just feel so frustrated.