I know the feeling all too well. It’s rough.

People always tell me that i appear angry, unapproachable, or indifferent when in actuality I’m feeling good as ever and wanting company more than anything, and I’ve even heard that people are afraid to talk to me sometimes.

I’m also used to feeling disconnected.

You can keep this message or you can delete it for good. Just as long as you hear me out that is all that really matters. I know how you feel about you not relating to other people. I had these friends in high school who were into things that didn’t seem appealing to me.

They got upset with me, because i wouldn’t say or do anything. I tried telling them how i feel and they only seemed to sneer at it and at me. You don’t have to like what you’re friends likes, if they don’t understand you’re feelings. Then they aren’t worth being friends with at all.

Just, because they like Star Wars or whatever, doesn’t mean you have to follow along. Just simply say you’re not interested and if they don’t find something that you all can do together, then forget them. They aren’t worth it. They should at least try to be fair.

So, you’re saying that nobody understands you. Well, i understand you completely and i haven’t left you yet. You aren’t an outsider to me, if i thought you were, i wouldn’t be hear sending you this reply. Maybe what you need more then ever is just someone to listen to you.

I’m willing to support you Red Fall, if you just give me a chance… I’m willing to stick around for as long as you want me around. You shouldn’t have to be afraid to walk around in public. You don’t necessarily have to have a huge talk to people in public.

If someone happens to say hi or how are you? Just simply respond back. It doesn’t have to be a long conversation with them. Try going out in public and just welcome someone with a friendly hi. Someone might need one, not everyone is cold hearted. i know for a fact that you aren’t.

A cold hearted person wouldn’t sit on the internet sharing his feelings with people around the world. A cold hearted person is someone who brings other people down. I’ve have never seen a guy like you with so much heart and a lot to offer. You are a warm hearted person with feeling and all you want is for someone to hear your cry.

I have heard your cry and i’m willing to do whatever it takes to help. You have the right to accept this message and you have the right to decline this message. Whatever you decide to do Red Fall, i want you to at least know that there are some out there who do understand and do care about you!