I am off today as we had plans to go away and I couldn’t change it at work.

Doing housework and such. Visited friends new precious baby. I woke up this morning feeling very anxious.. it is his Birthday. I couldn’t sleep so I went back to my book (The Secret) I finally got tired and fell bacl asleep. I dreamt that I was sleeping on his couch. I woke up and he walked in. We looked at each other awkwardly. I stood up and said Hi. He said Hi, how are you doing? I said, Good, How are you? We hugged gently at first and then we started holding on as if for Dear Life. I fell over onto the carpet and he with me (LOL) and we just hugged tighter and both started crying. I started running my fingers thru his hair (I loved to do that)

Then I woke up.

That was the first dream I had in weeks. But it was just a dream..nothing more.

Geting thru this day will be Huge. Wish me luck!