You would think I would know this computer thing a little more tightly. Glad to find this web site, glad to find a great girl on line, humbled to see there are so many out there searching.

How might my story be unique, warrant a spot on some talk show, some persons query to help?

Typical of my generation I was raised in an unconventional family. Passed intermittently around three generations of amazing women, I am a surviving victim of child abuse. So the way I grabbed onto light became essential, an approach. The trees outside taught me as much as all those cartoons, my grandmothers’ uncompromising smile and music. Always called into some greater part of life, I have created the possibility for that great novel, that great movie script, a second constitution for the country and more clear representation.

A system of related ideas and knowledge, 80 or so jobs of all character, pole vaulting and poet my closest friend was a dog I lost to tragedy. 1300 miles on the wheels, in two years I took 80 climbing and repelling for their first time. I had stolen discs on the course, and then returned 600 last year. Always the optimist, the nice guy, the light in the eyes, I have found love’s accountability and the darker side of possession and fear.

Sooner then later hopefully, I’ll be that great teacher, that great coach again. And with the gift, conversational scientist or not, I will start an incredible foundation some day.

I’ve never met my biological father, and have no idea what that would offer. I only know it has something, this legacy of Bill Gates offers some alternative whatever shot it may be.

If I made it to the interview, I would find my way to Survivor and wreck the show with my uncompromising smile and energy. I would represent one character of society not gathered into any job. I’ve no longer any stake I surviving myself; instead I want the real life stuff, the human element.

I’d like to find my biological father, share a story, and share my gifts.