Do you know that I STILL dream about you?
And that in those dreams we always dance around the idea of tearing into each other again?
I destroyed your heart at one point
What I did drove you to near alcoholism

It wasn’t all my fault. I have to remind myself of that. I gave you many opportunities to prevent me from doing what, in later years i realize HAD to be done…it was written in cosmic calligraphy…the stars still sing echoes of it over my head

you were one of the most beautiful people i have ever known!
you showed me the desert and freedom and mushrooms and sex and music and art and how to make beautiful things from driftwood

you showed me Waking Life and how to make key lime pie
and then…you lost me.
because of spain and a sword. and you sent me into the arms of a magician.

i’m sorry i caused you such pain
but look where you are now! in the arms of a beautiful new love, in one of the most beautiful places on earth.

in the end there are no regrets. only colors woven in fabric.
thank you for everything you gave me.