Kazarama im baaack!!!
This is one thing I really have to quit, I am sick and tired of going out to the same kind of places and getting smashed every weekend.when I was 18 it was kinda fun going out every weekend and drinking myself into oblivion, but now i’m 27 and every time i binge drink I end up feeling guilty, embarrassed and horrible…yet I continue to do it.
apart from the health problems like loss of sleep, the shakes, heartburn headaches etc etc the thing that i hate the most is that when I drink i end up getting into arguements with my friends over nothing. I look back at the things I said and wonder why I was talking like a complete psycho!! then having to face them all the next day and apologise profusely for doing something i barely remember, then freak out at the thought of loseing all of them.
So I have decided to stop binging on alcohol, its going to be hard but I owe it to myself to do this.I’m worth more. fingers crossed I stay on the wagon!