fuck ncssm. after all the hard work and sleepless nights praying i’d get in due to some crazy miracle…i didn’t get in. yeah, i knew my grades weren’t the best. but what i did know is that i worked really hard in school to get the grades i had. turns out that wasn’t good enough. in retrospect, my “really good essay” wasn’t great after all. and i probably bombed the math test there as well. i know i shouldn’t, but inside i hope that all the NCSSM students don’t have good futures. because i know that none of them worked or prayed as hard as i did to get in. and now im all emo again…