Lately, I’ve really been let down by people more than I ever have been. I’ve let my best friend/lover know and he’s really trying to be better, but somehow, he keeps promising things that he can’t promise me, because he’s let me down on everything lately. I’ve really closed up everything to try not to get hurt, but it seems that in this process, I haven’t been able to trust anyone anymore. I’d like to find someone new, to entrust my feelings in, and also, not be foolish about it in the meantime.