I don`t know anymore if I really want this goal or not. I kinda hate my mom and dad (for really good reasons), the only one I seem to care a little is my bigger sister. It`s like I really go for it, I try to see something good in it and then they act, and do stuff, just like before… it`s so disgusting, and I think `Why am I doing this?`, I get to the point when I don`t know if they deserve appreciation or not.
I don`t know… I guess I`ll give it another try again and again and again.