Being carefree brings out the best in me. If i had to describe myself and be truly honest i would say that i am … an anxious person, a worrier, a girl who sadly doesn’t think she’s all that special. But i find it mentally and emotionally exhausting to continue this way and after thinking for a long time about what improvements i want to make with myself i have realised that i am truly happy when i am the carefree Rebecca!

I love to be silly, nerdy, and laugh A LOT. I am very passionate about life, there is sooo much that i want to do and if i learn to give myself a break and not be so hard on myself then i would actually achieve a lot more in my life.

At heart i always want to be carefree. I feel that my biggest problem is learning to love the physical side to me. Sadly i have ingrained ideas into my head that i hope are not true, ideas that create an image of me being a very easy person to forget about. I know it is a real shame that i could think of myself like this but i went through an abusive relationship, and eventually i started to believe what i was told. But no more …
those thoughts are slowly fading, and i am growing to truly appreciate and love myself.

I am going to do all the little silly things that i want to do,
dance around my house a lot more (i LOVE dancing!) and stop being so afraid.