theresandersson tycker om dig.

let myself grieve
Let the aeroplanes circle moaning overhead, Scribbling on the sky the message ...He is dead 2 years ago

I lost my father when I was 23. To avoid feeling like I’m dead too, I pretend it never happened.

Aug 28, 2007, 01:01AM PDT | 3 cheers


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Waynesworld The cold weather has arrived!

I do understand.

My father died of pancreatic cancer at age 43. I was age 19. I was angry with him for many years after he died because at first, he tried to hide his illness. It took me a long time to forgive him, because I never had a chance to know him and draw closer to him as an adult. I still miss him now and wonder how my life would have been like if he were blessed with an average male life expectancy.

Sep 04, 2007, 05:51PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

theresandersson tycker om dig.

Thank you.

Thank you for posting this. I rarely find someone who can relate.

Sep 05, 2007, 05:27AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

Waynesworld The cold weather has arrived!

How are things going this week?

Do you have anything special planned for your upcoming weekend?

Sep 06, 2007, 07:40PM PDT | Respond to this 1 cheer


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