logta65

forgive and forget (read all 3 entries…)
The process 2 years ago

My past came back and I was forced to face my feelings about it (instead of going on believing that I was slowly burying them). I can’t believe I still have anger inside about something that happened so long ago.

I wish I had the gift of forgiveness. A humble heart and not a proud, resentful one. I wish I could JUST LET GO! And I have let go of many things, like some of my plans to “get even” – which really were nothing against the person but something that I wanted to accomplish for myself to “show” the other person how “wonderful” I really am.

Now I doubt wanting to accomplish things because I’m afraid that it’s coming from a place of pride and God will not be happy with me.

I don’t want to waste my life… am so scare that that is what I have done :(

Aug 31, 2007, 05:44PM PDT | 2 cheers


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be aware of your life… your wishing for a humbler heart and knowing your own limitations exposes just how caring and strong you are. Many people cannot easily talk about their own weaknesses.

God loves you, he gave you this gift of life to use however you can.

Resting in unhappiness is the ‘wasteful’ part.. being bitter and defensive and forgetting to cherish people is the wasteful part. :) i think.

Sep 29, 2007, 05:52AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

logta65

Thank you

Thank you for your words. They are very encouraging. I know I do waste a lot of time dwelling on these things. I do have to work on that :)
xx

Sep 29, 2007, 07:17PM PDT | Respond to this


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