I dont know why I’m not… I have the most fun when I’m in big groups or parties.. and oddly I feel more comfortable around new people, like I can just be myself and let loose.. haha I know, it makes no sense.. anyways lately I dont do anything!!! I know part of it is because I’m severely self concious, mostly about my looks so I tend not to go places where you have to be dressed up, or look good… but a lot of it too is that I dont get very much time off work- so when I do I usually just want to bum around doing nothing rather than call a friend up to hang out… but at the same time I hate doing nothing because I feel like I’m just throwing another day away… I dont know…