according to the site, it’s been a year since my first post. a lot has changed since then. i look better, i’m getting married, and i’ve over come my biggest hurdle with this goal. i’m no longer freaked out by gwen, my fiance’s best friend. for me it’s just been a matter of realizing i have him and he’s chosen to spend the rest of his life with me. i still get on him about the skanky girls he sometimes talks to, but i’m hoping to break him of certain people’s toxic clouds. i control the leash around his collar, and it’s time to tighten the grip. these girls need to know that they aren’t going to disrespect me by throwing themselves at my fiance. they already don’t like me…what’s a little enforcing going to change?