I want to stop taking them but I am scared to not have ANY backup supply…I feel like a monster lives inside me and constantly wins. I am on a handful right now as I am writing this to the world. Any suggestions? I am trying to be as honest as I can. Drug abusers by definition have to be deceptive…a trait that I am probably more ashamed of than the drug abuse itself. Any pointers would be greatly appreciated.
Cal is looking forward with joy and apprehension.
for Narcotics Anonymous, if you have a desire to stop taking mind altering drugs. I can do things with others help that I could never do by myself. If you also have a problem with drinking, go to AA, where the only requirement for membership is a desire to quit drinking. Both programs are similar, but AA concentrates on alcohol. I have both problems, but was helped in AA. I have been clean and sober after October 25,1985, but you must do something. If nothing changes, nothing changes!
civilisedMagic wants to ride
volunteer in a third world country
Become fluent in more than one language
have a family
Go to Cedar Point and ride all the coasters
Learn to speak punjabi
write a song
get all mangas and episodes of Fruits Basket
Learn Flash
eat healthy
i want to become a hacker
Read the entire Bible
make art that excites me
stop worrying
Samanthae wants to Read 50 books in 2007
go to argentina
not let any more opportunities pass me by
get a better car
Write a New York Time's Bestseller
Discover myself
play the piano
build a new computer
paddy107 wants to Read one book a month
find new friends
Be passionate in what I do
become fluent in another language
stand on the Four Corners
