father is kinda difficult to get ahold of!! I can’t believe how time goes by so quickly and it has been too long in between phone calls to my father.(he is not big on calling people!) I am sitting here bawling my eyes out over missing my mom and missing the fact i can’t “talk” to my dad but i so desperately want him to just hug me and tell me it will all be ok…dumb huh? Life is a big BOO BOO and i want a hug….from my mom but that is impossible ..unless i take out her blanket and wrap that around me…(i think i will do that)....i must sound like a small child..sorry i just want to get of the merry go round that is called life for a bit and just be held and who can do that the best…my mom!