no…not giving up. not because of him. and not because of me. but no more salt water flushes. unless you are very used to that kind of torturous, science experiment, for me, it feels like a punishment. and i want my body to have pleasant memories of this process, even if at times, it’s painful unavoidably…but not because of what i’m doing to my self.
just went for a jog/walk/jog/mostly walk. and i feel better. uplifted. still not cleansing for more than 7 days. hoping to find a better resolution for my issue with this particular relationship.