it was weird, last sunday i was at his house and we were under his covers. he was on top of me and we just looked into each other’s eyes for a few seconds. i got the hugest smile and started laughing and he had no idea why. later i told him that at that moment i just thought wow i can’t believe i’ve finally fallen for someone and he loves me as much as i love him.

i dunno, it was a random moment. but i’m so happy.