Jennalicious ~ Currently Researching Trouble ;o) ~ Currently Researching Trouble, Fun Trouble That Is :o)
And I just have such a hard time wrapping my mind around the God-idea. I know it’s probably sacreligious to talk/write like that, but then the other half of me says ‘if you can’t be honest about this, what can you be honest with?’...
Anyway, I’m trying to live a life that is religious, however I fail miserably daily. My priest tells me that that is normal and nothing to worry about, but it still distresses me and wears me down at the thought.
I would love to actually take theology courses and get to the deep inner workings of the Bible. I want to go somewhere where I can ask a million questions to experts and not feel ignorant as I read. The bible I have is the New American Version, and it’s still difficult to understand a lot of the time.
But I guess, this is why it’s one of my goals… to delve deep and have my questions answered and find the trust that I’ve been hoping to find.



