Words do not come easily for anyone during times of loss. Just know that you have people in your life that care about you and will support you during this time if you need their support.

I had to make a decision when I was just a teenager that created a big void for me. I have to admit that I have never let myself build that strong a connection with another living being since because I did not want to feel that same loss or be put in that same position again. I hope that your loss does not create the same walls in you.

There is a release in tears dropping.
I wish I were there to hold you close and let you cry until it emptied you some.

I know you may not want to now, ~lg, baby if you want to talk. You know how to find me.

Dies iræ, dies illa,
Dies nebulæ et turbinis,
Dies tubæ et clangoris,
Dies nebulosa, valde,
Quando tenebrarum pondus
Cadet super peccatores.

There is release in a tear…

Go in Peace!

how are things going?

there

and the feelings are so overwhelming, they are like a silencer

When you put the words you do have out there, they express your sorrow and deep feeling.

In my life, with someone who has become truly close, emotionally and physically, the intimacy allows the expression between us, whereas perhaps with someone less trusted, less fully a part of me, I am not as capable of being as open. Being open is sometimes tearing open our chest and exposing our heart. Not everyone can stand that much openness.