i can breathe again! running from your demons is never a good idea, because they will eventually catch up with you and and wreak havoc on your internals and everybody around you. atleast, that’s how it was for me.

the best thing you can do is face it and slap it across the face and say “you can’t control me forever you bitch.” and sometimes just plain telling others about it can help get it off your chest too.

point is, you’ve GOT to do it eventually, because if you don’t you’ll lose.