i KNOW i feel so much better and i’m stronger when i don’t give in. but fuck, giving in is such an easy thing to do.

robert lewis stevenson once said..

"You cannot run from your weaknesses.  You must fight it out. Or perish. 
..and if that is so; then why not NOW, and where you stand?"

So thats what i’m doing. I need to snap the fuck out of it. cos i’m stronger than that. and i’m worth more than that. and if theres one line in that that speaks truth it’s or perish.

i wish i had a magic finger and i could just point it at myself and BANG i’d be totally, i dunno, good.