plz God on Fall in love on 43 Things

plz God 1 year ago

I LOVE HIM , I LOVE HIM ! or do i have a crush ?
i dont know but i cant stop thinking about him.
i thnk i am addicted to him. i dont know if he likes me, ppl say he does….............God i hope he does !
he really strange though, he is a metal head who plays in a band and who loves maple trees and star gazing ! he likes songs about blood and spilling guts and horrid zombie flicks but he refuses to tell me the names of the ‘pretty grlz’ he likes cuz its personal !!!!
he respects women too. WOW ! can i ask for more?
God i hope he likes me, make him like me….............plz.

i am gonna get a huge bill this month. both of us have gone insane texting each other. yesterday we were texting each other till 5 in the morning, and he had his term paper at 2 p.m ?

i kept him awake the previous nite too till 3 jsut talking shit!

wen i protest that he should be studying, he said ‘i dont mind’........................i wonder what that means ?
does he jsut thnk of me as a frnd ?

Oct 18, 2007, 02:13AM PDT

Comments:

intothebreach Might just make it.

I don't mind.

Hi, that is something I say alot to the people I care about the most. Like when A. calls me at midnight and ask if she had called me to late, I say I don’t mind. I say it because I would rather be awake and tired and listen to her voice then asleep and rested. And sleep is a big deal for me. And another thing, why should you care what others think of you? Your cool, nice, and someone who can take on the world remember. So, you can ask a guy out right? Screw the other people who might talk if he says no. If a person matters that much to you than go with your heart. I have done that more than once and I have been rejected more than once, but, I still do it. Because your heart is the only thing you can trust when it comes to love.

Oct 18, 2007, 12:51PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 3 cheers

zephyrQ

thanx.

i guess you are right, i will ask him out, but im gonna give it a little more time. i went to class today and he was there. he came in and did not say ‘hi’
there was an empty seat next to me, i could see him hesitate whether or not to sit next to me. he did not !
after class everyone was rushing at the exit. i got squashed against him, God my heart startd beating so so fast. he is kind of tall n broad so he was pushing me. i pushed him back and v strtd pushing each other and it was electric. im warped! he was enjoying it too. i want him. im gonna have him.

Oct 19, 2007, 09:36AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

intothebreach Might just make it.

So, why did he not sit next to you?

Hi, Did you find that out?

Oct 19, 2007, 11:32AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

zephyrQ

i dint ask him. i just pretend that it doesnt make difference to me if he says ‘hi’ or no.
even i just pretend i dont know him, although when i see him i just wanna jump up n do a jig….............lol.
the thng is that i always sit on the last bench in class. the lst bench has this board like thng u have to lock when all the seats are filled. n like stupid person i locked the thng up even tho there was plenty of room on the bench. when he came in , he saw it was locked so he just went in n sat 2 seats ahead. but if he wanted to sit he could have just asked me to open it.
hes wierd. im wierd. that nite too i had a great time texting hm.

Oct 21, 2007, 02:01AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

intothebreach Might just make it.

So, your are playing aloof?

Hi, that can be good and bad. Just make sure that you are not to distant, but not to close. Of cource, that is a hard balance. But, anyway, have you asked him out yet?

Oct 21, 2007, 08:27AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

im so so happy - zephyrQ

What it could mean. - intothebreach

my guru - zephyrQ

Good to hear. - intothebreach

Untitled - zephyrQ

Okay I will. - intothebreach

Untitled - zephyrQ

Your no bother. - intothebreach

Untitled - zephyrQ

Glad to know I am included. - intothebreach

hey - zephyrQ