IHateTrolls is loving
Not so amazing anymore
2 years ago
I’m an idiot for thinking it would work…good thing I didn’t take this one off…
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aswedishlime is for once looking ahead to a bright new year!
hey sweetie!
I was thinking about your goals of school, and wanted to check up on you, and saw all these entries about your friend/lost relationship. I’m so sorry you’re so in pain.
May I pray for you?
Dear God,
I lift up my sister who is so struggling to have a match in this world and to really be loved. Please remind her that You are always with her, shaping and growing her into the person she is supposed to be. Please remind her that a partner is out there somewhere, but You and she still have some work to do. Please grant her the patience and peace to be able to accomplish her all other goals in the meantime that You are developing her into the beautiful human being that she is. I thank You for her life and for the struggles, for in that questioning, You richly bless us. I pray that her faith only grows stronger, and that she can truly reach out to you when the loneliness hurts the most. Amen.
I hope you’ve been ok in the last few weeks. I can tell you are an amazing person with a lot of hopes and dreams that are really worth hanging onto! Hang in there. I know it’s painful. You’ll blaze through it all with shining colors!
Peace!!
IHateTrolls is loving
Thanks for your prayer
I can always use prayer.
Its kind of funny, in the 2 weeks since I posted this, so many things have happened that shifted my perspective. The week after, there were the Califonia Wildfires, I live in San Diego County so the first couple days of the fire were really scary and made me say to myself “Why was I crying over a silly boy last week?” Then, last Sunday, my great uncle passed away at age 60, after many many years of battling cancer. These things made me realize what I have, what I would be wiling to lose (I was evacuated and could ony take with me what could fit in my car), and that really, my family and friends are all I have and I should not be so concerned with the little things and focus on the big picture…which is whatever God has in store for me.
aswedishlime is for once looking ahead to a bright new year!
thanks for the update
Hey. I’m sorry to hear about your great uncle and that you needed to be evacuated from the fires. I’m glad to know, though, that you’re doing well, and your focus has shifted. Is your home ok then? No damage? How is your family holding together? I continue to wish you wellness and goodness in the coming weeks.
IHateTrolls is loving
My home is fine. The fires got to about 6 mies from my house, the evacuation was just a precaution for my area. My family is holding together, as much as they coud be. My dad is having a hard time (but won’t admit to it) because he’s only 13 years younger than his uncle was, it’s kind of a mortality check for him.
